THE BREAK-UP
Remember when we first started going out? I got so nervous before we went on those first dates, or when i saw your name on the caller i.d. I was always afraid of those awkward silences or not knowing what to talk about. I felt like I couldn't be myself.
But then 2 or 3 weeks went by and all that changed.
Everytime i was with you i couldnt stop smiling, couldnt believe that i had found someone like you. Our 3 hour long conversations on the phone never seemed to last long enough. Every moment spent without you was a moment of dread, i wanted to be in your arms forever. And i told you so, yes i remember telling you how much you meant to me, and you told me the same. Everyone said we were adorable together... we were perfect....
too perfect, i guess.
that's when it all went down.
You stopped calling as much.
I started making other plans on the nights we would spend together.
I no longer make those efforts to search for you in between classes...
What happened, my dear? it feels like we are strangers... i can't talk to you anymore... I'm sorry if it's my fault... i dont know what went wrong... i guess we just grew apart? We could try to make things the way they used to be. But whats the point in forcing something to happen when it isn't coming from you heart? You can't find love, love finds you. That is why i think we should go our seperate ways. If i find us together in the future, falling in love again, so be it.
But for now... what happens, happens.
    
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